Here comes another new beginning in my life. Actually, the beginning of too many new things. First thing first, as you may see, I decided to write my blog in English again, for now at least. Yeah, that's me and I don't really know what I want sometimes xD Don't ask me why I feel English like my mother tongue and I find it much more easier to write in it and express myself, I don't know exactly either! But it's a fact. Second of all, I dyed my hair. Finally! Well, it's a different story that the color didn't exactly turned out as I wanted it to and from expecting my hair color to be "Double espresso" as the box said, now I look like a member of The Addams Family. lol (it's actually a bit sad) I can't say I'm fully satisfied with it, but it's a change... And I love changes :)
Oh, and here comes another thing - I'm turning 18 in just 2 months! You know, 18 is the big stuff. I'll be legally able to drink, have sex and buy fireworks, yaaay. lol Yet I'm not really sure how it feels. One more thing I'm recently more and more convinced I may do in the future is writing a book. Starting a novel based on true events is a thing I've been lately planning on and I'm thinking it'll be quite interesting to read, so I'm just hoping on a little more inspiration to really start it and a little more faith in myself to finish it. Time will tell best. Last, but not least, today is the very last "free" day, the very last vacation day and the very very last day before school. It feels like this was my last summer. Yeah, school starts tomorrow for me. And it ends as it starts, 'cuz it's my last year of school and then I'm graduating. I've been waiting for this moment my whole life so far. And now I don't really know should I be happy about it, or rather freaking frightened of whats coming next. You know, it's a big step - lessons, exams, university, new places, new people... It's even more complicated for me. Still I've got a whole school year before that. Considering the hard new school subjects, the twice as more exams I'm having by the end of the year, the all-time argues with my stupid classmates and all of the nasty things which happened this summer with people I considered my friends (well, guess what I was wrong), I'm rather frightened. But who knows... Anything could happen.
Oh, and here comes another thing - I'm turning 18 in just 2 months! You know, 18 is the big stuff. I'll be legally able to drink, have sex and buy fireworks, yaaay. lol Yet I'm not really sure how it feels. One more thing I'm recently more and more convinced I may do in the future is writing a book. Starting a novel based on true events is a thing I've been lately planning on and I'm thinking it'll be quite interesting to read, so I'm just hoping on a little more inspiration to really start it and a little more faith in myself to finish it. Time will tell best. Last, but not least, today is the very last "free" day, the very last vacation day and the very very last day before school. It feels like this was my last summer. Yeah, school starts tomorrow for me. And it ends as it starts, 'cuz it's my last year of school and then I'm graduating. I've been waiting for this moment my whole life so far. And now I don't really know should I be happy about it, or rather freaking frightened of whats coming next. You know, it's a big step - lessons, exams, university, new places, new people... It's even more complicated for me. Still I've got a whole school year before that. Considering the hard new school subjects, the twice as more exams I'm having by the end of the year, the all-time argues with my stupid classmates and all of the nasty things which happened this summer with people I considered my friends (well, guess what I was wrong), I'm rather frightened. But who knows... Anything could happen.
Oh, is this Suedinenie street behind you and the former military school? We are kind of neighbours, I guess.
ReplyDeleteChill out, chin up! The best is yet to come! Stop that grin and start smiling, young lady!
Thanks a lot for the comment and the cheer up! :) I really hope the best is yet to come yet... Can I ask who are you? :D I have a suggestion but I'm not sure... You claim we're neighbors, that's a surprise! I'm not sure about it yet haha!
DeleteYou don't know me for sure. I used to live on Petra street but since I graduated I come home only for holidays and special ocasions. Nevertheless I love this town. Sometimes I think all its vividness and passion has gone forever, but you and your blog, the flame in your eyes made me change my mind. I'm glad there is still hope and there is still someone who lives for the moment. Carpe diem!
DeleteWow. Are you a girl? Where are you studing now? You got me interested :) And how did you found my blog, (I'm most interested in)?? I don't really think I love the town(or our country), but thank you for the sweet words! They mean a lot. I would love to meet you someday, if you live here! Tell me more...
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